bluedevil71
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I've been away (out of state) the past week, so I haven't had a chance to post online. But I'd like to share my thoughts now on Chris Benoit and this horrible situation. First, let me state that for the past 19 years, I've been a huge Chris Benoit supporter. I first started following his career in Calgary, then to Japan, WCW the first go-around, ECW, back to WCW and then WWF/E. To me, he was my favorite wrestler next to Ric Flair. So the news of his death and that of his wife and son on Monday was absoutely devestating. I was crushed. This was before we learned of the details today that it was a murder/suicide. When I first heard of the deaths Monday, I suspected murder/suicide, but I wanted to know more. When I heard today, after arriving at RDU, the information released by the Fayette, Ga., sheriff's office of the gruesome details a few thoughts came rushing to mind: 1) Why? This is the biggest question that has yet to be, and may never get fully answered. Why did this tragedy happen? Yes, we all will have our opinions i.e., Roid Rage, a horrible human being with a violent temper, etc., etc. But will we ever know what led Chris to this point. 2) His career. What will people think of it now? Will they throw it all aside? Will they cherish the career up until the final weekend? I will always cherish the memories that Chris (the wrestler) provided me with his wrestling ability. I seperate that from the person. He was a tremendous performer in the ring. That said, Chris (the person), if all the evidence proves to be true as we all believe it to be now (and I say that because that is all we have and have no reason to believe it to be any other. I certainly believe it being a fan and a reporter who has seen these kinds of domestic violence incidents happen regularly), but Chris is living in hell now. No two ways about it. Last night, before knowing any police reports, you could've caught me saying RIP, Chris, weeping the tears from my eyes and praying for his soul. I still pray for his soul, but I know the man committed the ultimate sin and that he will burn for that sin. But none of this anwers the question of why he did this? What underlying information is there? I have suspecions that there is more to the story than we know. My main question is what was haunting the marriage, if anything? I suspect that the marriage was on the rocks and Nancy was ready to leave and that Chris couldn't bear the thought of that and thus took matters into his own hands. But that's just one man's thought. I don't know if this would've been the case, but it certainly would seem likely considering the past history of the relationship -- the previous divorce filing in 2003, the records Nancy has supposedly in a safe deposit box indicating Chris' past violence, etc. Chris Benoit, in his last few days, was a lost soul. That's a true shame. May Nancy and Daniel RIP. Chris, you have sinned in the worst way possible. To allegedly murder -- you have to say allegedly because there are no witnesses and all the toxicolgy reports aren't in yet (This doesn't mean that I don't believe he didn't do this. I do believe he did) -- your wife and a 7-year-old boy is unforgiveable. The only person who can wash away your sin is the Lord. But you have to ask for that forgiveness whereever you are now. Finally, as far as the WWE goes. It is handling this situation as best as it could. The tribute show last night was the right call when you consider the short amount of time that it had to put something together and not knowing all of the facts of what went down. To eliminate the entire Mr. McMahon death angle is without a doubt the right call. It was tasteless to start with. And, tonight (Tuesday, ECW), WWE is making the right call to apologize for last night's show because in no way, shape or form could I see Vince McMahon and the WWE making light of the situation and condoning the acts of Chris Benoit. I know they don't and will right this wrong from their point of view. And I say that knowing that I'm not the biggest Vince McMahon fan.
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